"That you are allowing yourself to experience stress shows what experiences you need, BUT that you are experiencing stress says something too. Awakened Finals will not be stressing as their view is totally different. The Event is trying to draw everyone in as a participant to some degree or another. If you allow yourself to be so drawn in, you lose more and more of your observer position and become a participant. That isn't bad, but it will also reveal you (the general 'you') not to be as Advanced as you might think yourself to be.

Yes, the Game IS full of sub-plots, etc. You probably have no idea just how many and how deep. Some people would rather play ostrich and say these Events don't matter and hide their heads in the ground. This is their way of expressing internal fears. Events MUST be confronted as tests (to yourself) of where you are in your progression. If you get sucked into the Event OR you want to ignore the Event, you still have much work to do. 

None of that is either good or bad, but where you are and what you still have to work through. Treat yourself to a full body massage. Break away from observing the Event by doing something totally different (watch a comedy movie). If your response is "but the Event...", then you are being controlled by the Event. I get tired of the same old shit over and over and will play a computer game, turn on the New Age music channel and I'm getting a massage on Saturday. My life proceeds and is not ruled by the Event BUT I am able to observe MANY facets of it. 

I've heard a couple comments about how a couple people ONLY want to hear of matters spiritual. Spiritual matters are the Lightside of polarity. Matters dealing with the Game are Darkside of polarity. You are unbalanced if you ONLY want to hear about spiritual matters while incarnated on Earth OR you ONLY want to hear about physical matters. Balance is the blending of both to serve your Higher Self.

Yin-Yang balance is jumping from one to the other, example: noticing the Event, but failing to make appropriate spiritual connections (such as 'it was their time', if their Higher Self allowed it to happen, it was for the experience for BOTH dead and survivors, etc) makes you part of the Game (such as 'we have to get them/revenge', fear controlled, glue to every word the TV says even if it keeps repeating, etc).

What you're getting here is the Balance that comes to Awakened Final incarnations. You are not all ready for that and that's ok. Proceed at your pace, BUT don't try and lecture me to 'only give spiritual information'. You probably want one of the Lightsider sites where you can coo and bless each other. If you only want what's going on in the Event at the moment, you want CNN or just about any other TV channel on now. If you want a Balanced approach, you're in the right place.

In order to spiral out of the Game, you need to know as much as possible about the mechanics of it. This will help you identify/observe so you aren't deceived by the Game in your outward spiral. This will assist your personal awareness and open your incarnation to a stronger flow from your Higher Self."

From the author of the narrative in Matrix V, September 12-13, 2001