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Fears, Doubts and Spirit Advancement |
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Matrix 5 Gold
Edition Volume II: The Graduation Key - |
The use of doubts and fears are two of the body’s command structure weapons. Just like fear, doubt is intended to control the spirit animating the physical. Doubt is part of the ‘conscience’ overseer of the body’s DNA command structure.
When the alien genetic scientists altered the ancient Earthers and destroyed several of their DNA strands, they ensured that the physical’s influence (in the guise of ‘conscience’) would be strong enough to control the spirit. However, they were operating under the assumption that the spirit would be sequential based. Sequential incarnates do not comprehend the simultaneous path nor are they able to grasp the implications of levels above mid-Advanced. These levels are part of the advancement that Higher Selves are rewarded with upon taking the leap of faith into the simultaneous path.
When your spirit wants to expand in psychic abilities, a trigger is touched in the body’s DNA command structure that will attempt to thwart your spirit’s exploration of these areas. Doubt couples with its twin weapon, fear. Your body will use both skillfully to try and stop your curiosities and experimentations. Not only does the body internally do this to the spirit, but it also radiates an SOS vibration that can be perceived by other physical bodies that have not been ‘corrupted’ by spirit control. This brings out Game entrenched biological family, friends, etc who will sense something ‘different’ about you and attempt to reinforce your body’s doubt/fear overseer. This brings the pressures of the Game heavily to the seeker. At early stages of curiosity, this succeeds. This, in itself, is also an experience needed by the Higher Self in the Advanced stages.
The incarnating spirit wants to learn/study psychic related topics in the Advanced stages. Fear is the first body defense that is triggered with thoughts of: it’s of the devil, it’s evil, it’s dangerous and so on. Fear is more primal and most effective in Low and Mid level incarnates. This nature of fear will be triggered as a first response by the body in all levels through Final. In Very Advanced and Finals, it does not mean that the spirit will pay heed to this variant of fear, although these spirits will know that fear response is in operation but it gets quickly subdued by the spirit. When fear of the spirit’s interest fails, the body command structure moves to the next level of defense: fear of failure. This is when it moves hand-in-hand with doubt.
You know doubt. You want to learn astrology, tarot, astral travel or any other psychic science. Doubt tells you: it’s too difficult, it’s too complex, it’s not for you, you’re not ready for it and so on. Doubt will throw whatever it can to try and get the spirit to surrender to body’s will and return to the Game fold.
Doubt is quite vocal in your mind, as is fear. Remember that I said the Higher Self does not operate in such a way with one’s spirit. Lower astrals may be agents of body ID as well. They are allied with the sequentials in several areas to work against the simultaneous path incarnates. Lower astrals can mimic internal doubts and fears, however they tend to be more sinister about it. Meanwhile, your Higher Self observes and watches to see how the incarnation will handle these challenges. Recall as well that the Higher Self will not permit a situation that will force shim’s incarnation away from that incarnation’s path.
Fear and/or doubt can manipulate the spirit to throw away any books or equipment and return to religion where the body’s commands can be heavily reinforced by the Game’s favorite control organizations. If the spirit has moved beyond religious control, then science may be the control group of choice. Both control groups use their specialties to influence one away from genuine psychic or Very Advanced development.
At some point in your progression, you will reject these control groups and then doubt/fear will switch gears and use other tactics. For those wanting to astral travel, doubt and fear will keep you bound to your body. If you doubt that you can do it OR if you fear of what will happen, then your spirit will remain body bound. On the other hand, if it is in your Higher Self’s plan for that incarnation to experience astral travel, the spirit will overcome these body defenses and progress accordingly.
The common questions will be ‘how will one know where they are on their path’ and ‘if they will be able to breach the body’s defenses’. That you are engaged in the struggle with your physical DNA command structure informs you that your spirit is a threat to body ID. If you were not, you wouldn’t be fighting with doubts and fears. Doubts and fears reach all the way through one’s Awakened Final Incarnation. This is part of the Game. Remember as well that you cannot overcome 100% of the body’s control while IN the Game. When you are able to overcome 100% of the body’s control, you are a Game Graduate with your Final’s operation of the Nexus of Time. While you are still incarnate, you can only subdue these doubts/fears so that they do not inhibit you from Very Advanced spiritual or experiential matters.
No one can say if your current incarnation is to accomplish astral travel (as an example) or not. Only YOUR Higher Self has this knowledge. Since all simultaneous path incarnations are unique, timing is set by YOUR Higher Self alone. As an incarnation, you must pursue this as best you can. It is less significant if you are able to astral travel in your current incarnation than if you can subdue the fears and doubts that can plague you in your pursuit of this goal. Remember as well that all of your incarnations are progressing at the same time. Others assist you currently as you assist them. Whatever you accomplish in this incarnation benefits the incarnation next in your Higher Self’s progression plan.
This struggle with fear and doubt also extend into non-psychic Advanced areas as well: religion, sexual orientation, body vs. spirit ‘family’, etc. What is significant to learn here is that fear and doubt are part of the body’s DNA command structure. They are main weapons of one’s body ID overseer.
On another note to this drama, when one is thus engaged in this conflict and the body’s SOS goes out for Game-oriented assistance, your Higher Self will gently arrange for spirit to be assisted by presenting options (doorways) in your path. These doorways will lead you to support for your spiritual/body ID breaking endeavors. They can initially appear as a book review, lecture to attend, course to take or even a person who will provide what your incarnation needs for your current stage of progression. Once you accept the door’s invitation, new circumstances swirl around you. New people move into your field. Energy begins to change and more.
This brings you to an incarnational fork-in-the-road. The body ID screams for control over you. The spirit yearns for more. Many incarnations take a step forward then run back. Many incarnations take two steps forward then one back. Then there are those incarnations who keep taking steps forward. You are where YOU are. Do not be concerned where everyone else is. That is a sequential hold over of progressing as a planetary unit. Whichever fork path you take has its own sets of consequences. There is much to consider with this segment that should stimulate other questions within. Good!