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" I was born in 1951, a Sagittarian with Libra rising. I always was a little fire starter but was quick to rush in and try to smooth everything over. Although I have learned you can only try and keep yourself happy. I sure have spent a great deal of time here trying to make others happy (conform). I grew up with a privileged existence. My parents were fairly well off and we grew up in Chicago. I had chosen an advantageous entry point.

Winter vacations in Florida and summers in Wisconsin. When I was 12 years old, my parents sent me and my brother on a trip to Africa with my aunt. I visited the Great Pyramid which I can tell you was neither a tomb nor was it built by a bunch of slaves tugging on ropes. We then went on to visit what was then Rhodesia and Kenya. Upon my return to the States, I did become quite ill with several unexplained and rare maladies. Starting at age 14, I had encephalitis, appendicitis, a hyper active thyroid (rather rare in males), a pretty good bout with mononucleosis. In general, a weakened immune system. Thus began a long stint as a medical guinea pig.

Somewhere in my early teenage years, I did begin a fascination with information pertain to the paranormal. I was very interested in things like ESP and alternate realities. I guess I did start having some dissociative experiences at this time. I can remember the sensation of having the reality in front of me dissolve into a rather dreamlike state accompanied by a roaring sound and the sensation of 'shrinking'. This was rather frightening and uncomfortable. Though. I didn't really understand what was happening to me. Strong feelings of deja-vu and perception of things and people that were not in the 3rd density reality.

At age 21, (being of legal age) I began my musical career as a guitar player in lot’s of different bands. This of course led to lot’s of experimentation and dabbling in the 70’s drug culture. And this experience did increase my popularity with females. Musical expression has become a significant vehicle for my expression.

Age 28 brought about my first marriage producing two children. My second child died at the age of 6 weeks. I now look at that event as a higher self incarnating in that body then saying "You’ve got to be shitting me". "No thanks, I’m out of here". That marriage didn’t last much longer.

So 7 years later, at age 35, I then remarry and have a couple more kids. A glutton for punishment I suppose. Sometime us hets can’t learn from the first mistake. Of course, het marriage and raising children does provide a great deal of emotional input for the HS. Mostly unpleasant emotions, but all the same, that is what my higher self seems to want.

At age 42, having become a rather experienced musician and sound engineer, I was employed by a very large international publishing company. My job was to make sound books or toys. I guess I had them fooled. Since they began sending me to Taiwan and China as there "expert". I did feel strangely at home there. I remember the 'Ghost festival' I was impressed with that. The idea was to appease the ghost so they would remain in Hell when the gates slammed shut. Shinto Buddhism all of a sudden interested me.

Seeing that part of the world significantly opened my eyes as to how the rest of the world lives. But my game immersion was enhanced as I was paid way too much money. Though I did get to be with lots of hookers over there. A het's dream/nightmare come true.

After a few more years of this corporate lifestyle, I did begin to develop a lot of unsettled feelings. I was not happy (that being a relative concept). I was asking myself, "There has to be more than this? I was stuck in the game loop for sure. I remember one day with a pretty good hangover feeling so spiritual empty and lost, just sincerely asking myself for help and direction. Be careful what you wish for . . .

Then in the summer of 2001 (age 49), I developed overnight, an insatiable interest in ancient history, UFO’s, "conspiracy theory", astrology, esoteric religions, catastrophism, the New World Order etc. If I wasn’t at the bookstore, I was pretty much glued to the computer screen hopping all over the map investigating. The incoming Planet X ( due 2003) story really triggered it for some strange reason.

Anyway, I just grabbed the ball and ran with it. It was like I had stuck my finger in an electric socket. This all getting a little too much for my poor mid level wife (victim/victimizer relationship) , started to panic. I took off to my family's summer home in Wisconsin for a little vacation.

That’s really when the shit started in earnest though. I had several extremely odd experiences and dream sequences of the bright white lights flying in over the lake. Waking up thinking I should get up and investigate, I heard a voice say "Go back to sleep". I did and had a highly vivid dream of being "sucked" out of my body, floating through these small metallic corridors, seeing the little gray guys with the big heads and eyes, sex with the alien female. I remember waking up with odd marks on my body and a small pinprick mark behind my right ear.

I stayed up at the summer home the rest of the week. And had a couple of other odd dreams and the missing time experience the night I found myself out at the old farm. I was there the next day taking pictures sort of surveying the territory to build a house on. Oh yeah, that was the other thing that had instantaneously come to me. That I should build a survival Dome up there. Anyway to get back to the pictures. I was using a 35mm camera and after taking a lot of photos of the farm, a voice said to me "Take pictures of the clouds" I did although there was nothing unusual to note.

Upon getting the picture back, that particular sequence had lots of small white lights just floating above me. Some were moving some stationary and all with a very unusual tint to them. Like infra red.  

The odd dreams continued as if I were recalling something that had been erased. Things like being in my car and hearing the high pitched whining sound then paralysis. Being back in this alien craft, floating around. There were other humans there, but again the little grays telling me things and showing me lots of "books" trying to explain something to me.

Well, upon my return to my family, I was met with a great deal of ridicule and well disdain really. I did keep saying "This is what happened to me and by the way, something really bad is about to happen". A few days later, the 9/11 event took place. Which as I saw it unfold, I kept saying, "Our government has done this". Needless to say, among those I knew, I was not too popular all of a sudden. The message of

"I think I was abducted and by the way, the Aliens told me the world is going to end shortly" was met with "You better see a psychiatrist fast buddy". My days of conformity were over. I was choosing the rocky road.

The next few months for me were like the Dreyfus character in "Close Encounters".

I was either being made fun of or threatened with divorce etc. My friends and family seemed a little nervous being around me too. I remember my then wife got so upset with me over this 'end of the world' stuff that she flew into quite a rage and got physically violent with me. I was looking into her eyes and I swear to the nonexistent Christ that right then her eyes changed to reptilian. Like cat eyes. That was kind of spooky.

Soon they all got on the bandwagon . "Gee, maybe it was swamp gas?" While all this was going on, I was insatiably "looking" for some answers. I went in for regressive hypnosis to try and get to the bottom of these odd feelings and memories. That was pretty weird. Lots of "Aliens this and Aliens that" stuff.

After a brief encounter with some light side Alien worshiping group, which did not feel right at all to me, I was directed to Val’s website. That couldn’t have come a moment too soon I might add. So by the spring of 2002, I had Matrix V vol. 1.

And there it was in front of me, all the answers I had been looking for. Who I really am, what is really going on around me, why am I here and what’s going to happen next. Presented in a straightforward no bullshit format. Boy! When my wife read some of that, she flipped out. Talk about the body defense mechanism kicking in when your just not ready for something. Anyway, she filed for divorce and I moved up to the farm, basically dropped out and set about to build a self-sufficient survival Dome. Although I can now see the futility of that, but at least as it all caves in, there will be lights and running water here. A couple of big gardens and chickens too. If the outside world went away, I really wouldn’t notice. Until everyone started showing up here that is . . .

I have worked with the Gateway materials from the Monroe institute with a certain degree of success. I am able to separate from the physical although it’s tricky and I find the sensation quite a bit disconcerting. My body doesn’t like it. But I mostly have vivid lucid dreams where I know I am doing my most important work. Lots of "end of the world" dreams.

So what do I make of all this Alien encounter thing? Well, Obviously I was once one of them. So, my former team members are coming back to visit me and see if I wish to rejoin them. The hypnosis revealed that they did suck me up into their light trap in a different Earther incarnation I had here. And they're probably hanging around waiting to do it again. (M5 Gold question #365).

I often wonder too if they are hovering around me just out of phase to the visual. Scanning me for my weak spots then using some beam technology to induce emotions usually sadness and sorrow, which I often feel for no apparent or logical reason. This seems to revolve around strong feelings for my ex wife. Which is definitely not logical. But that is more of a body ID issue now then isn't it ?

Another way I look at all this is the Aliens who had been observing me for some time, (in game terms) moved on me. This then opened up my Higher Self to counter by directing me to the M5 project.

I do see where I have problems . I used to always be very emotionally flat (Capricorn Moon). As of late, I have been very prone to wide mood swings. I get so sad. I keep wondering why. Well, I kind of know why. I have a lot of body ID versus spirit control issues. My spirit has no trouble with what I have learned and what is about to happen here. My body would rather go back to playing the game. I have this very unsettled feeling most of the time now. I have asked my higher self for help with this and have received some assistance. In one dream, three people I didn’t know one female, two males visited me and said they were there to remove this metallic object I had inside me. I have had several dreams where I meet with a small group of people I don’t recognize. There is always much conferring I recall explaining the whole M5 book to them in one of these dreams. They were VERY interested in what I had to say. I have a lot of dreams like this

Another thing that happens to me is while doing something on any given day I will run into some aspect of the activity that I triggers the sensation of "I have dreamt about doing this". This is something happens quite frequently with me. This produces a rather disconcerting sensation too. It's like "Am I awake or am I back in the dream "?

I am quite intrigued with the notion that various Higher Selves know each other and choose to have various incarnations of theirs interact in a variety of different relationships at various time phases of the Game. I look on this as friends helping each other. Although these interactions don't always take the form of 'friends'. This kind of explains to me the notion of synchronicity. As if preplanned, people have come into my life and presented choices and new sets of circumstances for me to participate in (or not).

Loops and Progressions

I have discarded all religion although I was never really indoctrinated in that so that loop was easy to break. The government being of the Dark polarity was a little harder. It’s not a good feeling to find out you have been lied to all your life. But yes, the government is not to be trusted. I would go so far as to say every cop, judge, lawyer and politician should be dragged out into the street and shot for high treason. Not that I would do that (unless pushed) , I have adopted the observer mode as best I can. But I would love to see that scenario happen.

I understand the nature of the polarities and that they are raging around us all the time. Although I realize good and evil are relative concepts. I've done a few things that would be perceived as dark (by a light-sider). I've been described as that too (dark). I think that's more because now, I don't tell people what they want to hear. Now, I understand we live on the dark end of the street here on Earth. The definition I like to use is Light-sider be like me, do what I say and I'll be nice to you. Dark-sider Be like me, do what I say or I'll hurt you. I would have to describe myself as mostly light oriented I would rather be kind and generous with people than not. In my personal experiences, the polarities mostly have manifested themselves on a personal level. Just about all the time involving a female or two and their meddlings. I do however appreciate the Dark especially for its persistence. I know while here, a yin yang type of balance is the best I can hope for. But I can recognize polarity action when I see it now.

It’s like my building the Dome here at the farm. Like I will be able to "save" everybody. Now, that’s light side. If anyone wants to "save" themselves in the impending chaos, that’s up to them. I understand the law of allowance here. But it has caused me much worry. I’d like to "save" my family and friends, but they don’t want that. Their's is a different path. I have to learn to let go and let them pursue what their higher selves have planned for them. It’s difficult, but I understand why. The Law of Allowance.

The law of attraction has manifested itself too. I was always pretty much of a loner growing up. But I did seem to get along with all the misfits. Now, it's rather difficult to feel comfortable with people who still are game involved. But I live in a rural area where the population is very low. I feel the most comfortable hanging out with People who can get shit done. Here' there's a lot of 'patriot' or anti government survivalist types. I get along with them for the most part. Until they bring up that Jesus nonsense. So the law of attraction for me mostly produces loneliness. There just aren't very many people I feel comfortable with.

I’m 55 years old now and have pretty much accepted who and where I am. I would say the Author is pretty much correct about what’s going on around us and what is about to happen. As a matter of fact, there’s nothing in the M5 materials I can argue with. Just certain things in my present incarnation I’m not quite ready for. I do get much consolation from referring back to the segments. And for some odd reason the idea of the Earth Planetary spirit departing really cheers me up the most. I would like it to be over and I for one more than anything, want off this prison planet.

So, where do I fit into my higher self hierarchy ? I used to worry about that, but it doesn’t really matter now then does it ? Certainly I’d like to say I’m in the advanced levels. At least advanced enough to appreciate the importance of the M5 project. And I am the incarnational stream of my Higher self that gets to pulse this back "up the line".

One of the Authors segments in Vol. 3 deals with fear and doubt. I see this loop being very active on my path. My body objects quite a lot to the consequences of some of my choices. I have had many instances of trying to be pulled back into the game. Sure, I miss my family and my kids, sure I wish sometimes I had never awakened. But I can’t go back. I don’t want to go back. It’s not possible. I know too much.

Progression of Life Perspective

Identity

In terms of my present identity, I know that I am an immortal spirit, both male and female, having a human experience, I didn't used to think this of course. In my "former" life my perspective, I thought I had ‘had one life’ and that I ‘was’ a ‘male’. So I worried a lot about how I looked, if I were attractive to the opposite sex., what people thought of me etc. I was much more concerned then about body ID issues, and I suppose the various health problems I seemed to develop did lead me to spend a bit of time at the doctors office. Now, I know that unless your gushing blood or you need penicillin, seeing the doctor is not going to prolong your life. In fact, the doctor is only going to give you something to make you feel worse. I used to worry about dying too. I would now welcome that experience. However, that time and event has already been set by my higher self and I can do nothing to prevent it or alter it's course.

Death

As a matter of fact, I should have probably died twice by now. I was camping in Colorado while in my 20's and decided to light up a catalytic heater to warm the van I was sleeping in. Not knowing that the thing puts off carbon monoxide. Well, in the middle of the night, I violently awoke with a splitting headache, rolled out and started gasping for breath. HS intervention. Another time, I was involved in a high speed (75 mph+) auto accident. I should have been crushed to death by the truck I was passing. The car went off the road, broke it's axle and skidded into the ditch. I was unharmed. The car was totaled.

Religion

My exposure to organized religious systems was minimal, but I did think God was somehow real and that he sent his son here to redeem mankind. Now, I see this for what it really is. There's no doubt that 'God" is that "jackass alien" and that the son of god (Jesus) is the "Sun of God". It's a solar myth that was hijacked and perverted to enslave the masses. A scam that has worked quite well I might add. But that was one loop that never caused me much problem. I did do some extensive reading on other and alternate religions. None of it ever felt right with me though. I Know now, I am my own God and should hold no others before me.

Politics

At one time, I did think that participating in our so called democracy could help or make a difference. My eyes sure have been opened up to this lie. I realize now the we live in a two party dictatorship where the politicians are basically stuffing the money into their pockets as fast as we can give it to them. Furthermore, I see how even at the

highest levels of government, our leaders are just reading their scripts handed down from their masters.

This thread extends to the nature of economics as well. I never had that great of an understanding or real interest in this subject, but I did think that somehow supply and demand was what determined how 'prosperous' we were. That's not true. The economies of this world are manipulated by the six major banking families who in fact are the visible agents who rule us. This happens to further enslave us all. And the big crash is just around the corner. When the time is right, the rug will be pulled out from under us. The time isn't quite right just yet. Soon though.

Aliens

Aliens and UFO's were always a fascination of mine. I did read a few books on the subject and always enjoyed watching science fiction movies, I, like the mainstream just sort of thought it was maybe possible but they were too far away to ever get here.

Well, that all changed in a big hurry ! My personal experiences along with much fine research on the subject (Matrix II, Matrix III , David Icke, William Cooper etc.) lead me to the conclusion that our planet is crawling with aliens. And I must agree with the Author that they don't have our best interests at heart either.

Government

As a kid growing up in the fifties, I was exposed to a great deal of USA flag waving propaganda. The 'cold war' was raging. So I was indoctrinated into the belief that the good old USA were the good guys. The Vietnam era did change that pretty much. I now can clearly see the our government and all governments for that matter are NOT the good guys. Not that there's much that can be done about it. At one time I also thought that voting made a difference. I did vote in the last election. I voted for Prof. James McCanney. His platform ? Elect me president and I'll hold the first fair and honest election that this country has ever seen. Then I'll resign. I think he got a couple thousand votes too.

Genders

Now here is where I have had the most difficulty. I was raised to think women are nice, and very caring yet vulnerable. (Cultural, DNA programming). I can't tell you how much energy I have wasted over the years, catering, romancing and in general trying to please women. Just so they could dish out more abuse. But this is a choice. I do now understand the true nature of the about 95%+ of women today. They might look nice (to a het), but the majority of American females are vicious vampires. This is one game loop I'm still wrestling with. Some of the women I've known did say I acted more female than male. I there's been a few, that I've actually been good friends with. But the minute the het sex thing gets thrown in the mix, usually it's all downhill after that. And it's not so much that I feel I 'need' a female, it's more like they seem to need me. Although, I have thought about it and had dreams of gay sex, the opportunity has never really presented itself to me. At this point, maybe I just might go for it.

Although I am still dealing with the curse of heterosexuality my present female companion is reading the M5 materials and agrees the Author is correct. Especially about modern females. But that would be her story . . . So I can spend time with someone on a similar path.

The Media

I used to think the media was fair and balanced. I used to watch the news or read it in print and figure I was somehow getting the straight dope. Well, I figured this out pretty quick. What the media presents is maybe 1% truth and 99% bullshit. And this goes all the way down the line for everything you would see on TV etc. What is presented is all body ID reinforcement, lies, inaccurate science, general disinformation and the Dark agenda of how we are all supposed to look, feel and act. I worked in television for awhile (technical) and there's a lot of subliminal input that can be added to the signal in the 'vertical interval'. Not to mention the fact that just turning the box on puts your brain into it's alpha wave. You essentially go to sleep. It's not called programming for nothing.

One last thought. It just blows my mind how just about everyone I know seems to be totally oblivious to what’s going on around them. I have given up on trying to inform them. Not to be able to pierce the veil of lies and deceptions is astounding to me. But That’s where these folks need to be I guess. That’s their experience not mine. It’s like their response is "What are you so worried about ?" "The games on TV, there’s beer in the fridge".

"The news doesn't say anything is wrong". "The stock market is up".

For what it’s worth I know I’ll be able to do the worlds biggest "I told you so". Not that it’s really going to matter but . . . I will soon be able to say that.

To me, there is NO doubt the world as we know it is about to come to a screeching halt. All the signs are here. That the Earth spirit is upset and preparing to do something it is obvious. That the sheeple can’t see this is not my problem. That the light-sider want to "save the planet" or the Dark wishes to destroy it is not my concern. It all has to happen this way. I hope to be able to say I had a ringside seat for the last round. And whatever happens to my physical vehicle doesn’t matter. I will take my experiences and all I have learned here back with me and be able to aid in my Higher Self’s progression. Although I know my body is going to be howling.

It has been quite an experience. All this has happened to me within the last three years. An education on steroids, sort of. I do understand why this has happened to me at this time but the overwhelming nature of it was pretty abrupt.

I had this one dream where I was outside my Dome, chaos as usual was raging around me. But there I was holding my copy of M5 and this female appeared who I sort of recognized with her copy. We were sort of comparing notes and I said, "I’ve made some progress except for that damn hetro shit". "How about you" I asked. She acknowledged that and explained some of the issues she was working on. Then the scene dissolved and this "hand" emerged with a very strong male vibe to it. The message I got was "Don’t worry. Just be yourself. You will be fine. Soon you (we) will be whole again".

And there's not much in the big picture that worries or causes fear in me. I know it's all going to end soon. I like to say, "The years left can be counted on one hand". (People don't like to hear that though). I will welcome what is to come. It's the little things that seem to bother me the most. Trying to save my kids and family (light-sider delusion). Still I worry and fret over the particulars of that. It's probably some lower astral tampering or the fear and doubt issue I suppose.

Spiritual maturity seems to be the item on the front burner for me. Spiritually self-sufficiency. I have succeeded rather well in being physically self sufficient so it’s carrying that over I need to work on. No more of this "It’s not my fault" victimhood crap. I have made my choices and they have been informed choices. So, I have to deal with that. I understand that I am whole unto myself and responsible for my actions. It’s my choice to either feel good about where I am and what I have done or not. I know there is no external solution to this but it seems I persist in looking for one by interaction with another's (female) incarnation. Anyway, If I can take that with me, I think I’ll have done my part here. Not that any of this is easy for me. But I sure am glad I read Matrix V without that information, I would definetly be lost.

So that’s my story. And I’m sticking to it."