I
have been receiving a number of really poorly thought out emails from people who
refuse to accept responsibility for their own development and are anxious to
give away their power to someone else. One person was lazy enough to ask me how
to find out about non-fluoride toothpastes. Several others, in their meandering
of the internet, drag up all kinds of sites and expect me to go and evaluate
them FOR them.
The
toothpaste questioner is typical of low-Advanced dabblers who will find little,
if any, comfort in the Matrix V Gold Edition materials. If anyone bothers me
about this level of inquiry, prepare to be verbally zapped IF I decide to
respond at all. Find yourself one of thousands of mid-Advanced level teachers
who love to dictate every aspect of your life.
As
for the others who seem to thrive on digging up all manner of sites, don't send
me their addresses and expect me to comment on them, unless they directly
involve/attempt to warp Matrix 5 materials or are monumental in scope. If in
doubt, don't ask. Matrix V Gold Edition specifically states that it is written
for Dominant, Very Advanced and Final Incarnations - ONLY! There are many reader
of M5 that do not fit into those categories. They will learn from reading it,
BUT the difference is, they expect someone to tell them if what they discover on
their own journey is right, as in 'one path' right.
In
the Matrix V Gold Edition, I repeat over and over that your path is unique and
individual to your Higher Self in that incarnation. This is difficult for
spiritual cement heads to grasp. They fear making their own decisions. They fear
not giving away their power. They fear they will make a 'wrong decision'. These
people want someone else to tell them what to do and make their decisions for
them. There are LOTS of Light and Dark teachers out there who are more than glad
to do this for you, BUT this is not the level that I operate on. As long as you
look for others to make your decisions, you have significant experiential loops
to deal with yet. You still have external deities to look to. It's one thing to
ask advice in a global, non-me centric sense, but a different thing to ask such
as: should I go to the Monroe Institute? Should I read this book? Should I boot
my wife/husband/partner out of the house? Should I read this or that site's
materials?
I am not the Dear Abby of the Final Incarnations. If you want to go to
the Institute, go. If you don't want to go, don't. If you want to kick him/her
out of your house, do or don't...I don't give a shit! It's YOUR path, not mine!
Matrix
V Gold Edition stresses self-reliance and self-development. You must make errors
to learn. You must make mistakes to Advance. You must make wrong decisions in
order to appreciate the right (for you) decisions. If you never taste the
bitter, you can't appreciate the sweet. As I say in M5, these are my
experiences, observations and discoveries. You need to make your own and find
out what works for you.
Of
course when I point this out to people who are looking to give away their power
to me (mostly female), they act cuntish and attempt to sow guilt like poison
seeds. This has no effect on me other than to block the person's email address
permanently. I have no time to waste on this type of person. What also gets me
is that when they send me follower-to-be emails and I respond that I am not your
personal teacher, they reply that they don't want one, but continue to have a
shopping cart of questions relating to their personal development. They think
they are going to deceive me...yeah, right.
On
occasion, someone does hit me up with personal questions and, when I give my
standard reply, they realize what they've done and learn from my reply. THIS
type of person is making strides and learning. The guilt throwing harpy has an
agenda other than what is presented. I saw that as well when I taught adult
evening classes and had cow-eyed females trying to snare my attention.
Your
ultimate being to ask is your own Higher Self. One person who wants me to do
shamanic work for her husband asked if I could find out "why he has to
suffer so much". NO! He has to take that up with his Higher Self. All the
'why' questions pertaining to your individual self you must learn to ask of your
Higher Self. You will learn this important lesson by getting burned by other's
people trying to tell you how to run your life. THINK before you have questions
to ask me. I do answer questions on Matrix 5 materials. Questions beyond that
depend on how I value the question and my reply. This is the last time I am
addressing this topic. Most people fear acting alone since you have been trained
through the years on giving your power away. However you cannot spiral out of
the Game until you realize that you hold the answers to all your personal
questions and there is no right or wrong, just different experiences.
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