IMPORTANT NOTE: Below are a couple 'short' examples of the style/format that I am looking for. Notice that the writers do not 'lecture' the reader, but just relate the story and some insights gained. There is a lot that goes on a lifetime - take the time to elaborate relative to the Guidelines (guidelines are also linked on the M6 Project box on the LE Home Page). These two examples contain 'some' of the components of the Guidelines, bit perhaps more could have been discussed. There are 8 or 10 bullets for discussion in the guidelines. Try and get at least 10 concise pages. Look at the items I mentioned before in earlier emails and map things out in a linear manner chronologically to begin with, sketching out a general outline. There are astrological aspects, including the incarnational astrological profile you chose, relating to the basic Uranus cycle and other 'signpost' periods to consider. Overlaying that are the incarnational challenges and rocky/smooth road choices, body ID vs. spirit ID, gender and relationships, etc., and the result of those choices, as well as wisdom gained. Overlaying that are internal dynamic relating to you as a unique individual spirit using that body to gather experiences. This is where the dynamics of experiential loops, fences, etc, come in -- again, all yielding wisdom, and the challenges of learning to use some of the initial basic laws intertwined with 3rd density incarnational experience, like the dynamics of allowance, intent, etc, and life lessons involved with those. There is so much to your life ---- take the time and don't sell yourself short on what could be a very interesting experience of reflection.

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Style Example #1 (this story really could be expanded, but it is a good example of the style)

"I was born in the Midwest in 1946 exactly one year to the day after the Japanese signed the surrender terms, and while my father attended the University of Kansas under the GI bill. While growing up in the Midwest, I experienced nothing out of the ordinary with regard to unusual thought or activity. My first recollection of any question of significance came as a teenager. My sisters and I grew up Episcopalians, and I wondered, and kept wondering, what happened to planetary inhabitants who had not the good fortune of believing in the Jesus story, or believing in the Christian god concepts. Were they consigned to hell or dealt with more equitably by god? The question kept popping up in my mind, and was of paramount importance to me at that time. Indeed, it sounded like a logical question, but one that probably should not be expressed orally to anyone, if for no other reason, that no one could give me the answer that I sought. And I assumed people would consider me strange for asking.

One Sunday the Bishop visited our parish on his yearly sojourn to the church hinterlands, view his domain, conduct services and press the flesh to keep the diocesan coffers filled (he had a mind for names, especially those who contributed above and beyond). As a young acolyte, I sacerdotally thought of him as the real Vicar of Christ on Earth, and held the man in the highest esteem.

On that Sunday he entertained questions from the congregation on church-related subjects. To my amazement, one of the questions was, "What happens to others in the world who don't believe in our concept of god because they ascribe to other religious thought?" He read the question, and visibly surprised, hesitated for a period of time. His answer, which seemed to satisfy me somewhat, was that it really didn't matter so long as they believed in "something."

That was the first memory I had of an overriding question, which, of course, led to others along the way, and the journey began. The lax dogma of practically guiltless Episcopalianism led to a relatively easy breaking of the experiential fence of religion, luckily enough. I was always interested in otherworldly things, the paranormal, etc. But it really wasn't until the reading of the Paradigm trilogy (several times just to understand the damn thing) that I really became interested in the existing situation on the planet (I despised the media even before then), and my own self awareness aspects and degree of spirituality. Even though I have read the Paradigm series over and over, I still refer to those three books--with discernment, of course.

The law of attraction works in interesting ways. I was always attracted to close friends because of certain interesting aspects they possessed, and the fact that they had questions too. One of these friends told me that he had heard on a local radio talk show (I had shunned the radio years before) about a man who said he had a book of "explanations" of the current planetary experience which were divined to him somehow (I'm still a little confused about how) by concerned galaxy residents. The man was George Green, and he appeared in town with the book and other interesting things. I HAD to read that book and see the Green Show too. That led to websites, videos and other books, including the Matrix series, which in turn led to my heightened self-awareness and increased observational skills. I find it difficult now to read anything concerning other subjects.

My wife and daughter went to the Green Show with me and found it very interesting as well. They both listen to my occasional rantings about the planetary state and my explanations of individual conscientiousness with interest, but they do not pursue the subjects on their own. Still, it is nice to have semi-aware individuals in one's midst.

It was interesting when reading the Paradigm series that the questions that I sought answers to were answered in just a few pages or after a period of time during contemplation of the materiel. I learned that all one has to do is have the intent to know and to pose that intent as a question to oneself, and the question will be answered. It happens sort of automatically now, especially in conjuction with discernment. And I listen.

It's funny how one can go through life with an intense desire to know, and at the same time have no idea how to find out, almost like living in a bell jar looking out and knowing there is something else there, not even realizing that you can be free simply by exercising your own intent. I lived most of my life without the internet, so knowledge was hard to come by.

The game was always there, too, just out of reach, and even though I tried to immerse myself in it and let it carry me away, it never happened. A key series of synchronicities prevented that from happening. Desiring to be more a part of it, I was always on the outer fringe of the game but could never become deeply involved. Oh, I got married and had a kid, always was in business for myself, but never found the success so cherished within game playing. I was really too introverted, quieter than most and always in thoughtful observation.

It is very difficult to communicate with those who are totally immersed in gamesmanship. In fact it can be distasteful, although it can be a learning experience for me to pick out, usually through provocation, small positive particles of a game player's awareness and to inwardly note that if these were expanded upon, the total awareness structures of that individual might change. But there is usually too much garbage to overcome. And some who are "almost there" usually have some other roadblock to prevent a leap to freedom. Everyone's path and purpose is different.

I haven't seen a lot of the things regarding out of body experiences other than dreams, and I have never witnessed the golden ropes or emblazoned words that others have seen, but I am secure in my own path, just as others are secure in theirs. Mine (as are so many) is an awareness in progress--a continuing spiritual path built from the ground up, always hungering for more. And yes, it is lonely, but I have fun interjecting my ideas with those of friends and relatives both to experience their reaction and to make them think in other ways. I really don't want to change anyone, but to make them aware of ideas that they may not have thought of before. Sometimes I will even have "mind conversations" with certain people whereby I discuss and debate my ideas with them more aggressively. Maybe this finds its way into their consciousness somehow.

At times I do become overemotional about earther belief systems, media overwhelm and sheer darkside and lightside propaganda, but at the same time I realize that that is how it must be for the game to proceed, and for us to experience on this level.

It has not been difficult to move away from accepted ideas, belief systems and traditions. Relatives and acquaintances know better than to try to pull me back to their way of thinking, and some are on the verge of an expanded awareness themselves. As a matter of fact, the whole process of the breaking of experiential fences has been pretty damned easy, that evolution of ideas, from then until now. The laws DO work. That's been my path so far."

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Style Example #2 (this story really could be expanded, but it is a good example of the style)

My journey in this incarnation started at age two when I 'knew' or became 'aware', if you will, that this particular lifetime was not going to a cakewalk. Born the fourth child of a German father and an Ukrainian mother, I was squashed between two cultures. The father being of very obstruse "Heil Hitler" mentality and harsh upbringing of the children to my mother's deeply ingrained genes of nurturing and protecting, only she had no self-defense mechanisms to protect either herself or her children from her tryannical husband. So there I found myself wondering what the hell this earth life was going to be all about!

At the age of twelve, I, along with my older sister and two brothers, was trained and groomed to play country music and thus started my exposure to the adult environment in bars and taverns. No child laws existed back in 1967, at least the state I was from. Being a shy but highly self-determined individual, I was an outstanding student and my quest for knowledge in the academic realm was utmost in my mind. So I played the role of musician and understood very well what my job was in order to function and literally survive. I learned how to disassociate on stage very well. Having have witnessed gunfights (Alaska Pipeline days), open sex, drunken alcoholics, marriage at the age of 18 to a man who was 20 years older than me (substitute daddy), and by the way, was already married (unbeknownst to me), and from dives to the stages of Las Vegas, I decided at the age of twenty-one, music was not to be my profession. Back to square one.

Because women were expected to get married after high school (having no post-secondary education offered or encouraged in my family), I wandered from job to job and marriage to marriage. It was in my twenties I 'knew' the material and superficial values of 'society' were just that but to survive I had to become a wage slave. In the meantime, I started reading Edgar Cacye, Ruth Montgomery, Jane Roberts and others as delving into the paranormal was my escape from the outer life. I never cared for drugs or alcohol as I never wanted to lose control of my mind - my thinking processes. However, in my thirties I was diagnosed with a severe case of endometriosis and required many surgeries. It was at this time, I investigated the emotional cause of dis-ease. Sure enough, I found my answer. Competition. I never cared to compete in my life but America is nothing but competition on all levels. But it went against my emotional body and bingo! the disease manifested right on schedule.

During a brief career as a flight attendant, I also witnessed very highly prominent politicians and entertainers that were obvious alcoholics - governors, senators, big name musicial groups, it didn't matter. My attempts at conversations with such people further intrigued me as they were very, shall I say, 'hollow' inside. Empty vessels. So my bubble had burst as far as what I thought these fine, 'outstanding' persons were presented as being. I was very disappointed, once again.

My journeys through illnesses, financial ruin, and failed marriages were my greatest teachers. I learned the real world was in my inner being. I became a voracious reader and considered time alone as invaluable.

I am beginning to understand I chose this experience (and wondering why the hell I volunteered for such a mission in the first place - I must have been insane!), the entire scenario has just recently sank in. Understood now, for the first time, is that I am in a female body but I am really both male and female.

I expected myself to bear sons in this lifetime (having no idea or desire on how raising daughters) and three boys were born, one of which is in the military and in the midst of war in Iraq. Totally dedicated to his mission through mind control, courtesy of the US warmongers, he understands my position on the events of 9.11 and other situations that were manufactured to begat wars; my two younger sons, though fascinated with video games, have been shown the horrors of war. I leave no picture unturned.

Though lonely for my companions on either planets or dimensions I may have orginated from, I find consolation in the fact I turned music into a positive and now have my own family band that entertains on the much different level that I was exposed to. I also researched the background of music and how such groups like the Beatles came into being. I have studied every subject that interested me on how human 'society' got to be the way it is from subjects such as the Tavistock Institute, Montauk, Cathy O'Brien (sex slaves), electromagnatic manipulation, mind control, human experimentation, UFOs, aliens, cloning, Operation Paperclip, 9.11 and other government black ops, theories of human DNA intervention, healing, secret societes, Freemasons, your books, Val, et al. My current fascination is Nikola Tesla. This man was an incredible gift to the human race and yet, of course!, his technology has been negated. What I'd give for his frontal lobes!

In essense, my journey has taken me through uncomfortable and disturbing thought and physical processes, but my comfort resides in the fact that after my obligations and responsibilities to my children has ended, I will be in a much higher dimension than this barbaric 3D Planet Earth. I thank you for the opportunity to share my story.

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